矛盾

或许拥有洞悉他人所未察觉之事固然有其优势
但其利弊却不以为然
当一个人可以观察入微
对于一个小小的手势
一个暗中的笑容
都入其眼晓其心
当我最信任的人给我一幅无奈的假笑之时
我懂这段感情已难以维持
外表一幅天真无邪的人
内心却怨天尤人
难道我就能视而不见，听而不闻
或许这就是我无法信任他人的原因
 爱要大声说出来
那对于他人的看轻，藐视，就该置之不理？
若要我委曲求全，恐怕我做不到
为了有机会寻到真爱
需要把我活了这么多年的原则都阁下
我只能所我的原则是

宁可玉碎不愿瓦全

决心

或许是个人问题，我不曾坚持一样东西
也有可能是没有让我坚持的理由
我做事敷衍，马虎了事
因为真谛未获
但是我今天有了一个觉悟
欲解其谜，须置身处地
若想讲一切抛在红尘，取马奔腾
需历经生死，尝尽人间悲欢离合
方可寻获真理，弃人登贤

所以我决定
即使片体鳞伤
我还是决定了
不顾一切的放手去干一番成绩出来
不再顾虑所谓的原则
不去理会世俗的偏眼
放弃故有的固执




勇敢的放手去爱！

Social Contract

Every relationship has a base
Normally the base is trust
Because there is no social contract for making friends or spouse
The only things that connects the both side of the string is the most unreliable thing
TRUST
There isn't any guaranty or warranty that restrict both sides from doing anything off the track
If really monitored for the few thousand years of man kind history
There never had been a solution other than TRUST
That is the problem with me
I could do anything unless I am absolutely sure about it
I couldn't trust anyone about my desire to posses the feeling of love
Is this a curse?
I want to have love but I couldn't open up to anyone about everything
Does that eliminates me from the league of love?
Why couldn't I find some one that I can truly TRUST?
Maybe because of my CURSE I will never endeavour the World of AMOUR
Perchance I won't have to deal with the aftercause.
That is my CURSE and BLESSING

Masquerade dismantling

In order to blend into the crowd

People tend to become mediocre

Changing into personals they aren’t familiar

Exploiting whether the human personality can bear such imposition

Ignoring the putsch within themselves

Why impose ourselves with such unbearable burdens?

The most beautiful part of being a man is that we have a heart

It is something like a hunch

Something more than facts and figures.

Do not bury your true self with tons of rules

There might be a chance of being hurt when we open up

But I’d rather be hurt than risking my chance of truly having love in my grasp

If this is my chance of finding love

I will dismantle my masquerade

识时务方为俊杰

所谓天下之能人若要称王须懂三道
一乃王道，让众将领随之
二乃仁道，让众子民爱之
三乃霸道，让各敌将畏之
其前后有序，不得随意调动
俺有一长，其人功力甚厚
广世其名，乃本山之寨主
闻其名，虽知其面却不知其心

此寨主有大志，望可百日内将本山之名向外威武
本寨主有霸道之心固然好，但却因未扎稳根基
有志气虽好，却让斋主好大喜功，忘切现实
此行有如欲一步登天，弄巧反拙
为达其目的，竟口出狂言，言欲一举拿下槟华女中
依我愚见，为人长者应有乘船之肚量
不该狂妄自大，仗势欺人，倚仗强横

俺以为不妥
将归将，农归农
各就其位，世界才能维持平衡
喧宾夺主，更本就只回本末倒置
此长出师无名，岂能服众？

纣亡周兴，也因顺应天意，符合民心
此乃逆天意者，又不顺民意，成功何有道？
吾等应共伐之，以祭前四位寨主之辛劳